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Our Happy Family

2011-12-04T08:49:00.000-08:00

... just so blessed

2011-12-02T13:55:00.000-08:00

"Everything" from Lifehouse popped up on one of my friends blogs. It was Ryan and my song in our wedding (along with hers). It just got me thinking of how I really do have everything. I could go on and on about how much I do have. I am blessed with all the knowledge I need to know who I am, why I am here on earth and where I am going. I have the most wonderful husband who is my best friend that stands by my side and I stand by his. My baby takes my breath away all the time by the sweet faces and sounds he makes. The simple cuddles or the way he looks at me and in his own way he says, "I love you Mom" all day long. I am living close to my family and look forward to all the moments I spend with them. And the family that doesn't live so close, we are still blessed with opportunities to see each other and love the time together. I am a girl that loves her friends. One of my friends said in my sealing when I got married how surprised she was at how many people were there that seemed to be just as close to me as she is. She said that she thought that she was one of my best friends and realized that I had a room full of them. That truly is how I feel. I have so many best friends- all of my friends I cherish and they bring me so much joy. I am healthy. Ryan has a job that he loves and it makes him happy. Life is just so good. Despite what is hard, I have EVERYTHING.

For all my blessings, I am so grateful. My life is full.

First Haircut

2011-11-24T19:42:00.000-08:00

Don't worry, it still goes curly :) (but not as long spirally as it was, kinda sad :( )

Thanks for the options Mom, but I want neither

2011-11-22T19:45:00.000-08:00

It was beginning to be a struggle to get Tyler into his car seat. His favorite pass time is to use the car as his jungle gym while I sit in the passenger seat and read. So while getting strapped in he tries to escape and start climbing.

So I gathered a little basket of car toys and each time he gets into the car I tell him he can have a toy if he gets strapped in. He usually stops the fight and waits to be offered a toy. Once strapped in I grab two toys and hold both in front of him allowing him to choose one of them.

It took a few days for him to learn this, but now he expects it and knows it is coming. I usually show him two and then he studies both looking at one and then the other trying to make the best decision that would suit him for that car ride (he does this every time, it is pretty funny). Well he studied the first and then the second and instead of grabbing one he looked up at me and shook his head no. It was hilarious. I then grabbed two different toys, offered them and he looked up with a smile, grabbed his favorite and began to play.

Do I need to be worried? No, I think all 16 month old's think they know what it's all about.

More raisins, please

2011-11-22T19:28:00.000-08:00

We have been trying to Tyler the sign "more" for a long time. The other day all of a sudden at the dinner table he sign more. It was absolutely wonderful.

Ty also loves going into the pantry and grabs a snack if he is hungry. He often time grabs something much bigger than he seems to be able to handle. But somehow he manages. The other day he dragged in a Costco size vinegar.

Anyway, today he brought me a big bag of raisins. So we sat on the floor together and had a snack. I poured a few out and then proceeded to close it up. He looked up at me with a desperate look and signed more.

I guess he thought it was the ultimatum if I closed it up that it was the end of his raisin experience.

Just because he was willing to communicate I poured even more raisins out and let him have as many as he pleased.

... unfortunately as he toddles along, so do his toots.

A beautiful 6 years

2011-11-22T13:34:00.000-08:00

Ryan, there is nothing like knowing you have the man you love, admire, look forward to be with everyday, quiets your fears, wipes your tears, makes you laugh, and loves being a father along with me being a mother - forever. To a wonderful 6 years, happy anniversary.

Happy Boy

2011-11-22T12:32:00.000-08:00

Trick or Treat

2011-11-02T10:33:00.000-07:00

These are our friends- aren't their costumes amazing! His mom made them.

Ty loved every minute of trick or treating. He wouldn't let go of his basket because he knew people were going to put stuff in it (I don't think he knew it was candy, poor kid never ate one all night). Although, as much as he loved it, I think Ryan and I loved it more as we watched Tyler get so much joy out of our fun night. Can't wait for next year!

Halloween Cake

2011-11-02T10:31:00.000-07:00

Not quite how I was expecting it to turn out, but, there you go.

Gilligan's Island

2011-11-02T10:29:00.000-07:00

Mary Ann, Skipper, and Gilligan

Butt's Nate Farm, ehm,... I mean Bates Nut Farm (it is so easy to mix that up)

2011-11-02T10:12:00.000-07:00

As a child I went to Bates, but now as a Mom I am discovering everything through the eyes of my child. Feeding the animals, wheel barrow rides and climbing pumpkins seemed to have a new found excitement as I see how much my little guy is learning and loving life.
I love this picture of us. I am sure all of you wonder why I put this here. But I see so much in it as it totally explains my little family. I want this cute family picture so here I am trying to appear pretty with a nice smile; Ryan is the balanced playful one of our family and here he is doing just that; and Tyler could really care less about pictures and is letting us know and trying to communicate. I am sure all of you new parents out there (well maybe old ones too) are discovering so much about yourselves as you have become Mom's and Dad's. I have learned so much over the last 15 months- it is hard and great all at the same time :)

Man of many hair styles

2011-11-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

Combed back.... (although, couldn't really find any recent ones with his hair slicked back, probably because it doesn't stay like that too long- goes to bed head or to curly)

only one i could find- this was in Oct.

(June)

Bedhead...

Curly.....

Straightened.... (yes, I dared to straighten it with my flat iron- come on, weren't you curious what he would look like with straight hair :))
And, if he were a girl.... (his hair is long enough to put it in a front or back pony tail- I think it is about time for a cut. Don't worry, he is still holding his tools, there is no way of convincing this boy out of his gender :))

blue eyed guy

2011-10-08T20:10:00.000-07:00

Hat

2011-10-07T18:16:00.000-07:00

This sweet lady made this hat for Tyler. It is reversable and helps him bring out his English roots. Thanks Pat! And I got these boots at a garage sale for $2 the other day. Real, cowboy boots. And that's for the texan in him.

Watch this!

2011-09-26T16:26:00.000-07:00

Look whose walking!

Pic's from my phone

2011-09-21T15:20:00.000-07:00

The kids love wheel barrow rides

Curly hair

New hair cut

His hair won't go this straight anymore, it is too long and will just curl. This was a few months ago

I thought it was cute that he would get himself up on the dishwasher until I realized that he was pulling out all the spoons and licking the left overs right off - yuk!

This picture is a couple months old- but Tyler loves In-n-Out. He is officially a big boy- we ordered him his own meal and he ate the entire thing. We couldn't believe it! (grilled cheese with grilled onions and tomato; I think he would have eaten a whole cheeseburger if we ordered it, next time)

The cakes I've done in the last year

2011-09-21T15:07:00.000-07:00

I thought it would be fun to post the pictures of the cakes I've done. I love to make cakes for people. If you want one- send a request!

Happy Birthday Ryan (April)

Happy Birthday Tyler (July)- 3 layer ice cream cake

Happy Birthday Me (June)- chocolate ice cream layered cake with ganache

Happy Birthday Dad (May)- Snickers cheesecake- this was amazing, if I may say so

Happy Birthday Mom (Aug)- 6 Layer rainbow cake with ganche

Happy Birthday Shawn (Sept) friend of mine. Those red things are marshmallows. Dip marshmallow in water and then dip/roll in sprinkles. It is so fun and easy.

Dawson Family

2011-09-07T10:38:00.000-07:00

Janice and Sequoia took our pictures and they did a great job. Thank you you two!

BBQ'ing.....

2011-09-07T10:34:00.000-07:00

... okay, that isn't funny. Tyler's hand got burned Labor Day. We went to the lake and Ty crawled up to a BBQ and got burned. Ryan and I of course felt absolutely terrible. The blister is going down and he doesn't seem to be very bothered by it. With all the teeth he has coming in and a little burn, he is actually pretty pleasant and still has that cute personality. We love our little man, he is growing up and it is so fun!... he took 10 steps yesterday so he is that much closer to taking off!

Texas and summer days

2011-09-04T20:13:00.000-07:00

Ryan's 10 year high school reunion was down town Dallas in July. We had a great time together and being with old friends. Although, not a lot of his friends were there. It was at the House of Blues and we were the ones that traveled the farthest to come.

Bowling with family. Thanks Craig and Mary.

Grandpa and Tyler. We felt bad because Tyler was having a really hard time being in a new place and with so many new people that he had bad separation anxiety. We are glad that Ty would let Craig push him around.

Thanks for the great trip Craig and Mary. We had a great time and loved being with all of you!

We made Tyler "luggage" and pulled Tyler around in the airport. It was great. I would totally suggest this!

Kyle came home and we loved having him here! Come back Kyle!

Going down to ONE nap... help!!!!

2011-08-16T11:07:00.000-07:00

Hi all you Mom's out there. When did your kids drop their morning nap and start taking one nap a day?

Tyler is tired in the morning, but either goes down and then doesn't sleep or sleeps for about 1/2 hour and then gets up and cries and then lies back down and then gets up and cries, etc. He is still tired, but isn't goinig back to sleep. Do I need to take away that nap or is he teething.... did anyone have this problem?... what did you do?

Please comment!!!

Thanks!

he is almost 13 months

(he normally wakes up around 7:30am and 8:30am. Takes his first nap around 10:30am til 12:15pm. Then takes his second nap around 2:30/3:00-4:30/5. Then goes to bed for the night at 8pm sleeps through the night)... so you know his schedule if that matters on your suggestions. :)

37 years

2011-08-03T15:14:00.001-07:00

Happy 37th wedding anniversary today Mom and Dad! That is so many years. I am so proud of them and hope that I can be as in love as they are in years to come. They are such a good example to me of sacrifice, love, and just enjoying living. I hope you had fun together. Happy Anniversary!

Happy Birthday Tyler dear!

2011-07-21T11:15:00.000-07:00

Found his nose

He was afraid of his hat b/c i snapped it on him on accident (oops!)

My mom got him a sandbox and he loves going outside all on his own and playing in it. What a big boy!

We had a great birthday weekend for Ty. To start it off we went to the Ringling Bro & Barnum and Bailey Circus with my brother and his wife (Ryan won tickets of the radio!). Tyler thought it was great and loved all the colors and sounds. Sunday we had lots of decorations up (which he thought was fun to look at) and we had a favorite dinner of his- spaghetti squash lasagna, and then we did cake and presents. I tried to make his cake look circus themed. At first he wasn't sure about his cake. He was more successful with a spoon (go figure) but once time went on he got more and more the hang of it. It was really cute to watch. Thanks everyone for making his day special!

Thoughts of being a Mom to Ty

2011-07-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

I made a 1 year scrapbook for Tyler and in it I wrote this letter for him. I thought I would share:

Dear my little Ty,

Happy Birthday, my little one! A year ago was one of the happiest days I have ever experienced. From the very beginning you have taught me about the world, about heaven, about me, and given me a deeper motivation to achieve my goals.

I have spoken of the first time you were placed on my chest. Tears drop as I reminisce that moment. Although the first time I had seen you, I recognized your spirit, reconnecting with my little boy I have always known. That moment you gave me hope and confidence. Since that very moment, we have done it together. As Mother and son, we have communicated in a way I have never experienced. Even though no words have been spoken between us, I could tell the whole world all about you.

You are the sweetest little boy- one so sweet I didn’t know they came so good. You are soft and gentle just like your skin. You love to hear a giggle, knowing the perfect time to be silly. You love to joke by provoking a tickle or a peek-a-boo. Some how so sensitive, your cuddles, hug, and smile touches Mommy’s heart, as your timing seems oh so perfect. You love the out doors- a dog, some dirt, or a garden hose. Shopping carts get you going, esp. if you can push it. Eating is your hobby. And big boy is your middle name. Forget the baby food, you want grilled onions (your favorite), fruit, or anything we eat. Your curly, crazy hair is a perfect symbol of you- laid back, happy, and want to play. You are just like your mommy who loves to sleep and just as daddy who thinks you’ll offend the pillow when you get up. Your Granddad always brings you a smile and your Grandma is always someone you can trust. Your Dad has always been right by your side. Some how you two communicate a language different than the one we communicate. That will always be, you are his little “buckaroo”. In your eyes the whole world is waving, not wanting to be rude, you are always waving back.

I loved the smell you had as a newborn and the entire day we had to cuddle as you slept. I love having my little boy always with me. I never have to worry about being alone in the middle of the day because I have you. I love those times when no one can calm you down, except for me. I loved when you were tiny and you would fall asleep as soon as I would pick you up because you knew me. I love your tiny hands and how they are always fiddling, esp. when they fiddle with mine. I love to see you learn and look up to me saying, “look Mom, see what I did!” I love your breath, funny, but I do. I love making you laugh by a joke, a funny noise, a wrestle, and hide, or a tickle. I love to teach you, even if it is disciplining you because I know that structure and rules will help you to be calm and confident. I loved when I was in the hospital and all night, as tired as I was, I couldn’t wait for you to come in the room to be fed because I missed you so much. I love your little sounds and learning the new ones that come along as you grow- a goat, a parakeet, a motor boat, a “mama”, a “dada”, or the sound that you make with your vibrating tongue and lips. Every time I bring you out I hope everyone notices you because you are so cute and have such a fun personality. As you can see, I have been so proud and have taken pictures almost every day. I love to rock you to sleep and for you to put your hand on my chest. I love to feel you twitch as you fade asleep and for your little body to go limp as you are completely out. You have the most beautiful eyes and some how they say as many words as Dad’s do to me. One day you find your hands and other days it is your nose. Going buff makes you feel free and wild. The pool is home to you and the sand for some reason doesn’t like you. Technology speaks to you and chords entangle you.

If one year can bring me so much joy, I can’t imagine how I will feel when I am old. Timing is perfect, but if I could change that, it would have been to bring you into this world year and years ago, as you have been the most wonderful, exciting, happy thing your dad and I have ever done. Even though a little head, your mind, I’m sure has thought of a million wishes and ones you’ve already connived up to get. May they come true, and as you mature and think of more, may those too. You deserve a perfect world and the most thrilling life. But for now, lets focus on that delicious cake that’s as big as you and all yours- DIG IN!

I love you my little Ty,

Mommy

Truly, a day to celebrate- a little bit about me

2011-07-18T10:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Ty's birthday (don't worry, I'll post all about it later).....

I am sentimental and a thinker. Sometimes that gets me in trouble. I love to write and anylaze, which also gets me into trouble. I plan things out in my head and have an idea about how things should be, which also gets me into trouble.

I think this is a good thing about me because it makes me really care about people and be very passionate about the things I love; although, it sometimes causes me to feel sad or let down.

My mom is a great example to me on how to enjoy the moment and just go with the flow- to many I seem that way, but I really am wound pretty tight, another thing I am trying to work on.

Ryan is the most even keel, easy going, happy guy I know. He doesn't put a lot of thought into things (at least the every day type things) and is happy with most things how ever the turn out, another thing I am trying to work on.

So, why I say all this. Well, yesterday it was Tyler's birthday. A day to celebrate my little, cute, bundle of a year old son and it was one of the most satisfying, complete and closure type of days.

It was wonderful. I don't normally feel that way as I am always making plans, working on the next goal, and looking for the future to be better.

But yesterday, I looked back with happiness, with no regrets, with satisfaction, with completeness. It was great!

And this past year it doesn't mean it hasn't been hard or not full of tears. First I ended up with a c-section. Those of you that have had one can understand how difficult it is taking care of a newborn and healing from a major surgery. Then, nursing did not happen. Of all things, I wanted this to happen so badly. I went to 12 different lactation consultants and by the end she suggested to bottle feed. It took me a whole 8 months to get over this. I really felt a great loss and didn't feel like I could connect to anybody that could understand how much I hurt over this. In the year we moved three times: New Jersey to Utah and then to CA. We couldn't find a job, and then got one. Have flown with Tyler 8 times, taken a road trip 4 times, have not had a place of our own since last year....

but, with all of these things, I have discovered so much about my self. I have come to understand the deep love a Mom has and the power that comes with a strong marriage and making right decisions. I have come to understand how much God loves me and knows me, and he has helped me to understand what he knows. I have come to understand the love of family and the sacrafices made because they love.

At the end of one year, in celebration of our little boy, he has brought so much joy and peace. Not only a birthday, but a birthing day that has been momentous, not planned to be such, but a day of completion, no guilt, and peace. How I am grateful for those feelings.

Happy Birthday to Tyler and happy year to Ryan and I for being parents for a year now. This goes out to all of you parents each time your children have a birthday- what a year to celebrate and look back to celebrate, no matter what has occured hard to not, it is a day to cheer and be happy!

Summer Days

2011-07-13T17:38:00.000-07:00

His favorite food is grilled onions, honestly... weird kid

Fair, shopping, being out side and playing, swimming, 4th of July, eating.... hope you are all having a fun summer.

Have you ever had to take a Tylenol after a teeth cleaning?

2011-06-22T15:20:00.000-07:00

You know your teeth cleaning is going to be bad when the dental hygienist has a magnifine lens that protrude 8 inches out from her glasses. When that happens just expect that she won't know where your teeth and gym meet and she'll have to guess by the amount of blood that pools. I guess the sharp object she was using to clean my teeth wasn't sharp enough and the way to fix that was to push harder.

First she got the sharp thing and I cringed of pain through that. Then she got the electric tooth brush and she was brushing more my gums than teeth. I thought I was done until I saw her pull out the floss. I think she woke up ready to floss a monster. By the end of it all my gums where bleeding, her gloves had blood chunks on them, my lower jaw felt like it was quivering, I could barely talk, and had to come home and take a Tylenol and sit down.

My mom said good luck before I left and I replied by saying no big deal, it is just a cleaning. I should have taken that luck and next time I go for a cleaning I will think twice about where I go.

.... to follow up- I called the dentist to complain, something I don't normal do, but this was unbelievable. I think they get it often because she didn't sound surprised at all and said, "yeah, she doesn't leave anything behind." I think they are in denial and just need to fire her. All the other dentists I go to always thank me because my teeth are so clean (I pick them before I go, don't tell, that is my dirty little secret). I guess for Barbra, my teeth weren't picked well enough.

Sea Port Village

2011-06-20T20:28:00.000-07:00

The other night we went to Sea Port Village and got to see a sword swallowing man and a mime, along with the other crazy people we could fine. We had a nice evening together as my brother is in town!

There was a bird man with tons of parrots. Tyler couldn't get his eyes off of the bird. It was pretty cute to watch.

These are balancing rocks. Ryan says they are glued, but I am pretty sure the person that did this is just skilled. Check out how good this is.

Kyle and his little man.

Have you seen someone swallow a sword in person? I hadn't, it was impressive. Although, you could tell he has swallowed too many swords because I think he has gotten a few of his vocal chords in the process. Poor guy.

11: months (still trying to get him to sit still and smile all at the same time- that is pretty hard for a little guy). Here is what he likes:

- starting to play peek-a-boo

- throws tantrums

- has learned to sign "all done" (yea! we have been teaching him that for months!)

- loves tooth brushes and remotes- shoots the remote to turn on the TV

- combs his hair when given a brush

- knows how to turn on and off the lights

- starting to let go when standing

- independent in his crib more and loves it! he'll want to go to bed without being asleep and will sleep for long periods of time (13 hours at night and 2-3 hour naps)

- 4 teeth

- hair is getting longer

- pants are getting baggier as he is getting leaner with all his moving

- goes to nursery at church (Ry and I have callings third hour so they asked if he could go to nursery, I thought that was real cool, but now I am having second thoughts as he cries)

He loves playing in the yard. If he is grumpy, all we have to do is bring him outside and let him cruise.

I have indentations

2011-06-15T15:29:00.000-07:00

Ryan and I were headed home from the grocery store the other day and I was in one of my chatty moods. I as rabbling and Ryan was just listening until he laughed and repeated what I said, "I have indentations".

I have been wearing glasses since December and over the last few months I have been noticing indentations on the side of my head from them. They have been quite bothersome and so I brought it up with Ryan.

Although, when I said it, I guess that I said it in the manner that I would reveal I have this great medical problem, like, I have cancer. And so Ryan kept joking with me for a few days that I have "indentations".

Finally, he asked me to see these indentations and he couldn't believe the grooves on the side of my head (not in my ears like most get them) permenantly engraved. We thought my glasses were too tight, but they easily slip off my head. I guess I just have puff skin and it is easily susceptible to indentations :)

"oh, an apricot is ready"

2011-06-15T15:22:00.000-07:00

Ryan and I started a fire in the back yard the other night, roasted marshmellows (yes, I know, that is pretty much my favorite activity :), and watched the stars and talked. It was very relaxing and just prefect being alone and spending time with Ryan.

You know when a buzzer rings and someone say, "oh, the bread is ready"?

Well, we have an apricot tree and we have been so spoiled. We go out couple times a day and pick them and love 'em. Tyler thinks it is great and loves to get nice and sticky.

So Ryan and I were enjoying our lovely evening and all of a sudden we heard "pop!" No later did Ryan say, "oh, an apricot is ready" as we heard it fall to the ground.

It really hit my funny bone because I had no clue what the noise was from, but I guess Ryan as had apricot picking on his mind.

....I love the simple things.

Has your baby gone through this sleeping stage?

2011-06-15T15:11:00.000-07:00

So Tyler has been sleeping a TON lately. At first I thought it was because he loves his crib (we finally got his crib back from storage!) and he now has his own room (he was sleeping in a loft with a partial wall). And then I thought it was because he was sick. But now I am having doubts on all three because... has your baby started sleeping lots like this?

Bed: 8pm

Morning: Wake him up around 9am

Nap: 10:15-1:15 (have to wake him up)

Nap: 2:45-4:45

Bed: 8pm

It is nice... but also concerning :) Any mom's out there have anything to say (I've called the doc)?

And maybe this is how normal babies sleep and we are just getting spoiled!

Birthdays and more

2011-06-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

For my birthday my mom and I met Ryan for lunch and then we went to the beach. Tyler won't go past the towels into the sand, it was pretty funny to watch. I feel asleep on the shore, it was very relaxing. That night we had a family dinner and on Friday we had friends over, socialized, and ate this cake I made. Thank you to everyone that made me feel special and celebrated with me!

When I say "cheese" this is the smile he gives me. (That's maybe a sign that I take to many pictures :) He also loves remotes and points them at the TV to turn them "on".

He is quite the helper in the kitchen.

He loves playing the piano- this one or his toy one. He'll crawl over to this, stand up and try to play it. His favorite is when he gets to play with Daddy. I am pretty sure he has music in his blood because he loves to dance and loves instruments.

Ryan rode to work and back on his bike (65 miles) for national "Ride Your Bike to Work Week". He was glad he was part of the community, but he was exhausted when he came home. He came straight inside and did this.

Happy Birthday Dad. The Snickers Cheesecake I made him.

Summer time and playing in the pool. Ty loves the water like his mommy.

Tyler turned 10 months

2011-06-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

All month I tried to take a 10 month "T" picture. They are getting harder and harder to take. I have to give him props to play with and then I quickly take it away and snap the shot. But usually by the time it snaps he is either crawling away or chewing on the 'T'.

But, finally I came up with this one.

Helping in the office

2011-06-12T21:10:00.000-07:00

Tyler: (above)

at the same age

Michelle: (below)
.... although, I think we look nothing alike as babies (but, looking at this pictures, it looks like he has my nose). Yet, he is all Dawson in looks (most of the time and for this stage he is in)- go figure.

I love him in this hat!... and how to help with teething???!!!

2011-06-07T11:32:00.000-07:00

See those teeth? Any suggestions on symptoms of teething (fever, cranky!, not eating, etc.) and how to help? Tried IB Prophen, Tylenol, Oral Gel, chewing on watermelon or other cold things... what else! Poor little guy doesn't feel good.

Blondes, Saunas and bumper stickers

2011-06-06T20:19:00.000-07:00

So my mom and I have been making it a habit of going to the gym and sitting in the sauna. Everyday Tyler does better and better in "Kids Club". So I was sitting in the sauna and one of the 24 hour fitness workers popped their head in the sauna and said, "Michelle, your baby needs you." At the same time a lady and myself looked up. Before I could say something she said, "Okay". (Her name must have been Michelle as well). And then a few seconds later she looks up again and says, "Wait, I don't have a baby."

I laughed and said I would take care of him beause I do have a baby. Blonde or what!...

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My mom and I had a good laugh when we read on the same truck these two bumper stickers:

1st Sticker:

Yes: This is my truck

No: I will not help you move

2nd Sticker:

Prepare for Jesus

.... I am pretty sure they missed something :)

Never be Stingy

2011-05-22T17:44:00.000-07:00

My mom and I love to garage sale. We are known for making deals and pride ourselves when we do. I found these Dr. Brown's bottles and the man was telling me how expensive they are and said "how about a dollar"? I then replied and said, will you take $0.50? He paused, was struggling and then said hesitatingly, "yes". He then asked if we were from the community. We informed him that we were from around the area and then began to tell us that this community was to benefit a little girl that was born with half a heart and that all the proceeds were going to help this girl. Apparently, the guy I ripped off is the father of this girl, and he politely told us how well she was doing.

... I felt stupid, told him good luck and what a good dad he was, and embarrassingly left.

To conclude, just don't be stingy and pay the whole buck.

Lately....

2011-05-11T15:13:00.000-07:00

He is getting into everything and it is so fun. He gets so proud of himself.

Although, this time I put him in this

It was so wonderful to spend Mother's Day with my Mom and Grandma. We are three chums and have quite the time together

He got a walker and is now walking with it. Pretty soon he won't need the walker anymore

Traci, my friend, just got off her mission and I LOVE having her home! She is a very good friend of mine and in many ways I feel like we are sisters.

We went rock climbing and it was awesome! I forgot how much I loved to climb. I have always loved climbing trees when I was little or boulders when I was hiking. The rock climbing gym was always something I enjoyed. The outdoors was even better! I can't wait to go again!

If I could call him my best friend, I would, but I think my baby and son says it all

Mr. Einstein when he wakes up. His new found joy is standing up waiting for us to get him when he wakes up. It is pretty darn cute.

Uncle Ian has introduced Tyler to his new found love. Dogs. They bring such a smile to his face. Along with his Uncle. Ty is really going to miss him when he moves out.

Ryan found a buddy to mow with him. This is now their Saturday tradition.

Happy Birthday Ryan! 28 years and not getting any younger :) He says he feels old at 28. Thanks to all our friends that celebrated with us. We cooked s'mores and woofums and played a fun game.

Graduation

2011-05-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

Both the Williams and the Dawson's came up to celebrate Ryan and Garrett's graduation. It was a great weekend and we are so proud of both of them.

Enter to Learn (Kelly, attending BYU in the Fall) Go Forth to Serve (Graduates)

Coming Going

Congratulations Ryan! I am so proud of you!!!!

He graduated in the Marriott School of Business with a:

MBA: Masters of Business Administration

Masters of Science in Engineering Technology

What an accomplishment!!!

Trip to Utah

2011-05-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

I miss my friends in UT lots, so we got together. The Murray's, Bakers, Parks, and our family had babies within 9 months of each other. It was so fun to get together and have all the little ones together. I wish we had more time, but I am glad I had what I had.

Tackling or kissing? If he was tackling, I think Ty would be on top. He weighs more than Quinn and Quinn is 4 months older :) Although, Quinny loves giving kisses.

Quinn showed Tyler how to get into things. It was so cute to see them crawling together. Tyler wanted to go where ever Quinn went. Ty had a hard time keeping up.

Aubreigh brought me to a Mexican joint which was delicious. The boys had eaten before we left but when we got there and began feeding them they apparently found their new favorite food- beans, rice, and carne asada burrito :)

Won't this be a cute picture in 18 years for them :)

I had a great time staying with Aubreigh! Can't wait for our next visit. Thanks for having me!

Just Because

2011-05-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

I know I post lost of pictures of Ty, but aren't mom's supposed to be so proud and happy of their little ones? And I love taking pictures, so until we have another one, Tyler is my perfect candidate.

9 Months

2011-05-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

9 Months. Wow! This has to be one of my favorite stages. Just in the last month he has grown up so much and it is so fun to see. Here are some of Ty's favorite and new things:

* Crawling

* Standing up against things and walking along it

* Gets into all the drawers and rooms in the house (people warned me about this, but I love it! It is so cute and I love that he can play on his own)

* Big people food and doesn't really like baby food

* Shopping and being in the carts

* He got two bottom teeth (which means he is now sleeping through the night again!)

* Waving bye-bye (still trying to get it on cue)

* Wet, slobbery kisses (he only gives them to mom, lucky for all of you :)

* High-Fives

* Thinking things are funny and giggling at them

* Playing chase

* Says Mama (has been for a while now)

* Says Dada (can, but doesn't very often)

* Loves his Dad

Saying Dada was a cute story because my grandma at Easter was saying, "mama mama mama" to get him to say it (which he always does) and then he looked at her and said, "Dada" which was his first time. It was so cute and made Ryan's day. And then the other day we were trying to get him to say Dada. And when we were saying Dada, he looked right at Ryan and smiled. He loves his Dad and when ever he sees him or he comes home from work Tyler lights up and crawls to him.

We love our little man. I am so blessed to be able to stay home and be with him.

San Diego Zoo

2011-04-29T13:47:00.000-07:00

My Grandma has passes to the Wild Animal Park and the SD Zoo so we have been enjoying time with her and seeing the animals. Ty is still a little too young to understand there are animals to see, but he loves seeing all the people and thinks they are all their to see him. Thanks Grandma for such a good time! We enjoyed our time with Ryan and with my mom!

A big week

2011-04-15T15:28:00.000-07:00

It has been a big week for little Tyler:

1. CRAWLING: Lately, Tyler has been resembling a little bitty froggy walking or a baby deer learning to use its legs. It is so fun to see him get into things and discover a whole new world.

2. WALKING ALONG FURNITURE: But, now that he knows he can get around he is now walking along furniture. I think one day he crawled and the next day he began walking along things.

3. His FIRST BRUISE: now that he is walking along things, he falls into things that aren't as forgiving as he would like. Tyler did a great job in walking along the entire couch, to the stool, past both my legs, to the wall, and then to a door. I was holding it, but obviously not well enough and he fell. It began to swell and bruise instantly. I tried sitting with him on the couch to ice it, but he had nothing to do with that. ... he is all boy. He cried, until I showed him the computer screen and that diverted his attention and it was good enough.

4. PULLING HIMSELF UP ON THINGS. He is getting better and better at this. Tyler loves sitting on the bathroom floor while we shower. Throughout the shower we would play peek a boo and give him a few toys. Well the other day I was showering, I turned around and there was Tyler- peeking into the shower, standing up along the tub, trying to get in. I guess I wasn't fast enough in playing peek a boo, so he came in to help me out.

.... things are changing and I am quickly learning having a baby that is now mobile. But, I like

it!

5. NO MORE SWADDLE: Can you believe it!!!!! Tyler sleeps without a swaddle now! Wow! I thought he was going to be in college having to ask his roommate to wrap him up. Once Tyler started crawling, a whole new world has opened up and he wants to be in control and mobile. The day that he learned to crawl, that night he did not sleep very well. Usually we would give him a binky and he would fall right back to sleep. Well that night he was very restless, so restless I was worried about him. Well, the next day I didn't swaddle him, thinking that was the problem and wahla, he sleeps through his naps and the night (well, he woke up once last night). Ryan and I are SOOO relieve that he can now sleep without the swaddle. What a B.I.G. boy!

Hit in run... well, not quite

2011-04-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

Today I went to an eye exam, but was quickly dismissed when they said my appt. was yesterday... I am pretty sure that was their bad, but, whatever. Tyler fell asleep in the stroller and I tried really hard to keep him asleep when I put him in the car. I was so focused on helping him that I hopped in the car myself and backed up. But backing up I heard a "bump". I wasn't too worried b/c I looked. When I got out Tyler's stroller was knocked over and in the road. I quickly looked to make sure no one was looking, put it in the trunk, and got out of their.

I hit and ran and no damage was done.

Faces

2011-04-15T10:44:00.000-07:00

I love that little face of his. He is becoming more interactive and developing more of a relationship with us. At dinner time if we don't get him to sit up at the table with us, he lets us know. Lately, he likes anything on a big spoon and nothing from his baby spoon.

He loves his mommy. It makes it hard when your baby cries when you leave the room, but, it is also the most wonderful feeling knowing that there is no one like Mommy!

Funny Faces: The other day I was just having one of those days. I went for a walk to calm down and think. While snapping Ty into his stroller I pinched my fingers and at the moment, that was the it. I began to cry right there in front of Tyler. He looked up at me and his face got brighter and his smile got wider until he started to giggle. He thought I was making a funny face at him, he didn't know I was sad. I love that my little boy can help wipe my tears, even when he is just my little baby.

Our little family. We are living with my parents right now. We are so fortunate being able to be here while we save some money, but at the same time we struggle with not having "us" time with the three of us. Although, when we get the time, it is the best thing in the world. Tomorrow we get to go to the Zoo and tonight we are going to walk the city!

These are my two favorite faces. Ryan is such a good Daddy. He loves to play with Tyler and he longs to help him find happiness. Ryan is doing awesome at his job. They have already had to have a meeting at his work to evaluate how many temps to hire so they can keep up with Ryan and all the changes he is brining to the company. You go, Ryan! Keep it up. I am so proud of you!

Wild Animal Park

2011-04-15T10:37:00.000-07:00

My Mom got him sunglass, too cute. Just to bad he doesn't keep them on too long.

My Aunt Wendy came into town from Chicago and we had a girls day out to the Wild Animal Park. Those of you that don't live in my town this is a Park that is the breeding grounds for the Zoo and a place where they focus on helping animals get out of close to extinction.

This is a famous bronze rhino that I remember taking pictures on when I was a kid. I can't wait to bring Tyler when he is older, he'll love climbing on this, just like I did.

Why buy oils, you just need Vicks

2011-04-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

My dad flies often for his job and many times he comes home with a story about his experience in his travels. This time he brought home a "present" for my mom and I.

A lady he sat by sells oils that are supposed to cure any problem that could go wrong with the human body. We passed the sample oil around the table and when it proceeded to my mom she rubbed a little under her nose.

My brother thought that was repulsive and said it smelt like Vick, which he doesn't like.

My mom nonchalantly said, "oh, I put Vicks under my nose lots when I go visit people, ... their houses stink."

My mom is serving as the Relief Society Presient and visits lots of people, and I guess quite a few of their houses smell.

We thought it was so funny that she said it so casually and that she is so prepared to go to their houses.

With Vicks, you can go anywhere :)

Dad thanks for the oils, but I think Mom's humor did the job.

Visiting

2011-03-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

Jordan and Tyler- only 2 weeks apart. It was so fun to see them together and it was so fun to be able to see Hillary and Preston. We miss them.

I have really, really missed my brother. It was SO good to see him. Tyler loves his uncle and we can't wait to see him again in April.

I think Ty might be like his mama and love the pool too. I hope so :)

Grandpa Williams

2011-03-27T21:37:00.000-07:00

Grandpa Williams (Ryan's Grandpa) passed at 99 years old. He lived a full, wonderful life and we were happy we could all get together and celebrate the wonderful Dad, Grandpa, and Brother he was.

This is Afton Cowley's grave site, Ryan's Grandma (Craig's mom). I have always had a great desire to get to know more about her as Craig always has such sweet things to say about his mom. I am grateful I am related to incredible people on both sides of our family. Our kids have a wonderful heritage with both sets of grandparents, great grandparents, and all their aunts and uncles.

Craig's Dad has been a widower for almost 40 years, this sweet man finally has reunited with his dear wife.

My little Drummer

2011-03-27T21:32:00.000-07:00

My mom runs a music group every Thursday and I think Tyler has the most fun in the class.

8 Months

2011-03-27T21:26:00.000-07:00

This month was easier to get a picture with him and his 'T'. This month has also seemed to be easier as he is becoming a little more mobile and able to get more things himself. He is scooting a little and getting up on all fours. He still loves standing and can hold himself up against the couch. I love being his mommy and can't believe I already have an 8 month old, I never knew it would go this fast.

Kiss me, I'm cute

2011-03-27T21:21:00.001-07:00

Park day on St. Patty's.

His hair turned curly all of a sudden.

1 good and a bad

2011-03-09T19:07:00.000-08:00

I blog; so therefore I have pictures of my life that are important...

... the bad, my computer crashed and ALL our pictures are gone. Baby Tyler and pretty much the last 5 years of my life... all our married life.... GONE.

I am glad I have printed some and blogged.

You've got to love technology and hate it.

... all of you... back everything up.

New Dress; 2 compliments and a butt grab

2011-03-06T17:42:00.000-08:00

The funniest thing happened to me today at church. I knelt down to swaddle Tyler (I know, he still likes to be swaddled) on the floor and all of a sudden someone squeezed my butt. I thought it was Ryan so I really thought nothing of it and continued finishing swaddling Tyler. I looked over to my side to see this guy about my age staring at me in peer shock and said, "... ah... Oh my gosh... Let's just say this never happened." I just began to laugh and kept on taking care of Tyler. Poor guy. His wife must have been wearing a white dress too.

... I did get a few comments wearing my new dress today, but I never thought I would get one so direct ;)

I'm growing up

2011-03-04T16:12:00.000-08:00

Ty now smiles for the camera when we pull it out. I think he likes when the lens comes out of the camera or when the light goes on my phone. But, I'll just call him smart :) The last couple of weeks he has seemed to mentally grow up. Which makes things fun and sometimes hard. Fun for example because he giggles more, looks at the light when we flip the switch, or look at us for approval when he's done something he is proud of himself for. But, he also "squawks" at someone when he wants their attention and he'll keep doing it until the person looks at him. It is sometimes cute, but can make for some loud dinners.

He has started to find things funny lately- like pretending to cough or sneeze, funny sounds from the mouth or just random things depending on his mood. I love when he laughs, it seems like I'll do anything to get my little baby to laugh, that is what motherhood is all about, right?!

7 months, Disneyland, Valentines Day, and Just Because's

2011-02-26T21:04:00.000-08:00

7 months:
His favorite things:
Standing
Getting into the trash can
Red placemats
Jumping
Anything flashing

It was difficult getting a picture of him with his "T". He wanted to play with the "T". These are the best that we got.

He is starting to laugh a lot more and it is so cute!

He likes hidding in the hamper- "peek-a-boo"

For Valentines Day Ryan brought us to the Lake and we had a picnic. He had a great time on the pier, looking at the ducks, and enjoying the nice day together. One of my favorite things are picnics!

Doesn't he look like such a big boy?
I know it is cliche, but he is growing up so fast :)

Besides Ryan, he is my favorite little guy!

DISNEYLAND

My favorite Disney characters

Ryan and I got to go to Disneyland for two days alone. It was absolutely wonderful! Thank you Mom for being with our little guy! Our favorite place is Disneyland, esp. together. Our favorite thing is being parents, but having it just us was so refreshing.

"World of Colors" is a new water/laser show to music at California Adventure. I would defiantly suggest it!

Ever year we get this picture and it perfectly states us.

We got this swing for Tyler and he loves it. Ryan was working on the lawn and he kept looking for him. Of all things, Tyler loves his Daddy and I love it that way.

This picture below is so funny, I had to post it. I never knew a baby could have such a personality, but Tyler shows us everyday that he is his own person. He has always been that way. It has taught me many lessons already... and as hard as some of the lessens have been, I am so grateful for them and that they have been taught by my sweet little babe.

To update you on what we are up to. We have moved out of our Provo apt and are living with my parents. We are looking to buy a place and are excited for that next step in our lives. Ryan starts work on Monday. He is very excited to discover this new time in his life and we are all anxious to hear about it. He will blow them away, I know it. He has been biking with Ian- mountain and road biking. I have been busy with the things I love- being my family. As Ryan has had the time off before he starts work we have been enjoying taking the time being with one another. I have been working on swimming. I have worked up to 22 laps a day, my goal is 36 a day, which is a mile. I feel proud as I have been working hard and I haven't been getting headaches from the workout, which is amazing as I haven't had that for years!

Moving Boxes and Helping Ryan

2011-02-15T14:38:00.000-08:00

Hi to all my friends in Provo!

Ryan is currently on a plane to Utah and will be there Tue-Sun packing up our place. I didn't go because we figured with the baby, I would be more in the way than helping. And with all the baby stuff, and how busy they are... all of those with babies, you could imagine :)

I am a little nervous for Ryan. The moving 'pod' gets there on Friday and gets picked up on Tue. We are hoping that people will drop in over the next few days to help him pack the place.

So, if you have a few minutes, drop by and help him.

I am sad to not be there and see our place for the last time. I will be up there in April and will be able to say goodbye to everyone then.

Also... .BOXES... does anyone have any boxes? If so, please drop them off at our place or call up Ryan or myself and we'll arrange how to get them.

Thanks everyone! Hope you are all well!!!

Michelle

Ryan got a job!

2011-02-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to write... I am so excited. I kept screaming yesterday out of excitment, so much that my neighbor yelled across his fence and wanted to know what was going on.

He will be working as an Engineer at FX Illuminar/ Hunter. His start date is Feb 28th. The facility is in Mira Mesa (San Diego).

I don't know if I am more excited about him having a job, or that it is in San Diego, or that I get to live by my parents, or that I get to live by my brother and his wife (that are also moving down here on Sat- Kyle, you need to get down here too!) and my grandma and all my old friends, or that we get to live in the most beautiful place ever, or that I never have to go back to the snow, or that we get to start saving, or that we get to start paying off our student loans, or that now we get paid vacations, or that.... I could keep going on and on and on.

I feel so grateful and happy and relieved..........

.... to celebrate we are going to disneyland, oh yeah, another reason why I am excited we are moving to CA :)

Congratulations Ryan, you deserve it!!!!!!

Immunizations

2011-02-04T12:35:00.000-08:00

Tyler's 6 month immunizations are tuff on him... poor guy. Although, I think more poor us. Each night he has woken up more than 7 times... having a newborn was easier than this :) Did anyone else have this problem? Any suggestions, how long does it last?

He got his stats:

20 lbs 95%
28 inches 93%
head 95%- don't know the measurements. I am really glad his head grew and it's getting a little rounder in the back.

To conclude: He is one big dude! :)

Night time adventures with Elder Williams

2011-01-27T17:54:00.000-08:00

On Ryan's mission at their 6 week zone conference the elders would get together and have "Nighttime Adventures with Elder Williams". He talks and acts out what he is dreaming... as you could imagine, it can be quite commical.

The other night Ryan yells out in this sleep, "Do you want some salsa?"

15 seconds later, Ryan replies... "Yes!"

Which, this is funny b/c my family and I are big salsa fans and usually when Ryan is asked if he wants some he declines, but I guess in his sleep he is taking a liking to it.

2011-01-24T10:37:00.000-08:00

Jumping

2011-01-23T20:12:00.000-08:00

Surprise!

2011-01-23T20:04:00.000-08:00

Congrats Ryan! Happy graduation party. We thought we did a good job and it was a surprise, but Ryan knew... our whispering, getting him out of the house several times that day, and our random baking several cakes gave it away. I thought he was oblivious, but obviously I was fooled and he was not :)

6 months

2011-01-23T19:41:00.000-08:00

Ty turned 6 months last week. Here he is with his 'T'. He is defiantly getting bigger. He is growing out of his clothes that we brought to CA. Good thing my mom's hobby is clothing him or else he would be wearing the same ole thing :)

For his big 6 month mark is he started on solids and has now had cereal, veggies, and some fruit. He also turned over for the first time last night on his own. Who knows the next time he'll do it though b/c it seems like he got lucky and just had all the right positioning conveniently at the same time.

Ty has bad eczema, it is hard to tell in this picture, but we have been trying to have him sit outside to help it.... the joys of being in San Diego at this time of the year. Any suggestions on helping eczema?

Tyler loves being outside. We've been really enjoying eating outside and so does Tyler. We also bring him outside while we wash the car, work in the garage or just hang out with our neighbors. He has discovered dogs and loves to watch them go by.

Congratulations Ryan!!!!

2011-01-08T21:07:00.000-08:00


** Degrees Received **
BS        Brigham Young University   2008 (Bachelors
                                         of Technology)-
                                        Manufacturing
                                        Engineering

MS        Brigham Young University   2010 (Masters of
                                         Science of
                                         Technology)-
                                        Manufacturing
                                        Engineering

MBA       Brigham Young University   2010 (Masters of
                                         Business
                                        Administration)

________________________________________________________________________________________________


Congratulations Ryan!  I have been with you before you
know about this program.  I have seen you work so hard
in studying and scoring well on your GMAT exam; applying
and getting accepted into this graduate degree program;
studying hard, working late nights, and working your butt
off in all your classes; doing your thesis for your
Engineering Masters while being a full time MBA student;
and resisting quitting, when times there was nothing that
sounded better.

I am so proud of you, along with your entire family. You
blow me away!

Congratulations...

YOU ARE DONE!

Welcome 2011

2011-01-08T20:52:00.000-08:00

Just too cute.

He loves to eat.

His very own jacuzzi... he's comfortable in his element

Our family is so good with our little guy. My dad and Ty had a great time together playing and laughing. He loves to cuddle with my dad and watch TV, it is pretty cute. I love to see those that I care for with my little baby.

The end always welcomes a new beginning. Cruise to the Carribean with the Williams; Pregnant; now a baby 6 months old; Utah to New Jersey and back; internship at Johnson and Johnson; Ryan finishing up 2 graduate degrees; longing to be full time employed rather than students....

... welcomes the beginning of moving; full time job; graduating; and looking forward to the adventures that come our way... (when we know the details for each of those, we'll let you know... and trust us, we can't wait to find out!)

Of all things this year, as every year, I become more grateful for my family and friends; understand and have a greater devotion to my beliefs; and have a greater desire to give back and bless all those that have blessed me.

Ryan, Tyler and I have the best life.

The End of 2010

2011-01-08T20:26:00.000-08:00

The Brothers

Feeding Tyler... he likes squash better than oatmeal

Uncle Kyle. We miss him as he is in Provo and we aren't. I got to see Kyle more than once a week usually and now I am really missing him. He got a job in a doctor's office working with a cardiologist. He really loves his major and can't wait to go to PA school.

Uncle Ian. He helped Tyler open up his Christmas presents. I don't know who had more fun, him or Ian :)

Getting ready for our annual Christmas party. Before our party we door bell ditched families in need. We had fun laughs as we caroled and someone didn't open the door (our joke continues in our family about our singing); running into the mom before we doorbell ditched her house; or doorbell ditching the wrong house and having to go back to get the present.

It was so wonderful having all of us kids home. We are all hoping to one day all be living down here close by one another.

I've never met a man that loves to be Dad more than Ryan.

Here's my wonderful Dad.

Tyler playing with his Christmas toys.

Christmas dinner and opening presents.

For years in Provo we have had a Christmas Party with all our friends near by. It is sad to know that we are going to be moving away from all these wonderful people. We have such good friends in Utah.

Over the years our Christmas party has changed from late nights to early parties and kids running around. Its fun to see how things have changed. We always joke that we have this party to see our friends Jamie (Ry's old roommate) and Andrea Quinn - every year they have come and that is now the only time we see them. They've always been devoted to our party :) We actually checked with them when a good time would be to have the party, and then we scheduled it and invited everyone else :)

Tyler was 5 months in December. He is healthy and happy.

The Dawson Clan

2011-01-05T14:51:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all. Here is a picture of all of us. We took this picture after Tyler was in bed for the night (hence no Ty in the 2nd pic) so for the top picture we put a blanket over him and took it off him just for the snap and then put it back on, it was pretty funny to see his face. Ian and Whitney came from Boston and Kyle came down from UT. It was wonderful to be with everyone.

My very own stocking

2010-12-11T16:05:00.000-08:00

Grammy (Williams) made all of her children stockings and now she made one for Ty. She worked really hard on it and she said she had sequence from one side of her living room to the other. It was worth it! :) Thanks Grammy!

5 more days

2010-12-11T15:16:00.000-08:00

5 more days....

- until Ryan is done with his schooling!!!!!!!!!! I think he is counting down the hours. It has been a lot of years and we are so proud of him. He is more than ready :)

Starting to sit up on his own

Him and his Bud Uncle Kyle

Happy Birthday Jeffery!!!

We will really miss our family here when we move.

Here is his 4 month picture. (Although, he is 5 months in a few days) His 4 month stat's were 78% weight at 16.25 lbs and 93% in height at 26.5 inches. He's a Williams. To be specific, I think he's a little Uncle Gear... we're proud of that :)

Thanksgiving was wonderful. My family came into town with my Nana from England. We loved having them in town. We really missed the Williams. They were planning on coming and then decided not to, which ended up to be really good because there was a snow storm I am sure they would have got stuck in.

Kyle's roommates also came and Ryan's brother Jeff- they all are 'brothers' one way or another.

Tyler loves TV. Here he is watching football with the boys.

Ty's first time in the pool. He is like his Mom and loves the water. It was fun bringing him in the pool (indoor and heated at the hotel).

"Who is that staring at me"... "who knows, but I'll be polite and smile back"

4 generation picture

Quinn (Aubreigh's baby) and Ty playing together. It was so fun hanging out with Aub and cute little Quinn. Thanks for coming down!

Our little Elf coming early to check out to see what we want for Christmas.

Who needs presents when you can play in the boxes? :)

Thank goodness for family

2010-11-14T19:27:00.000-08:00

My parents came into town this past week and I loved having them here. Ryan has been out of town for job interviews and my mom and I got to hang out while the guys were out of town for business. We had a great time being together and spending time with our little Ty. Thanks Mom and Dad for coming out. That meant a lot to me. I can't wait to have you at Thanksgiving time.

Here is our little guy. We called him our little missionary as that is what he looks like. I am glad he kept this outfit on this week b/c it seems as though when we get on his church clothes he thinks it is time to go to the 'bathroom'. And we all know what happens when little boys do that while sitting in their car seats- what a mess.

Congratulations to Ryan. He defended and passed his thesis defense!!! We are all so proud of him. He worked so hard these last few years. The professor commented on how many people where there to watch him defend. And quickly another professor said, "Yeah, because this is the best one we've had in years and it is worth coming to!" Way to go Ryan! I am so proud of you!

We've had a fun time playing in the leaves this Fall. Tyler has learned to grab things and bring them to his face. It was really funny because he would pull them to his face, and the leaves would tickle him and he won't know how to get away from the funny feeling on his face. Poor little guy- I am such a mean Mom :) He also liked all the cars going by, it was hard to get a picture of him looking at the camera. He is very curious.

The other weekend we hiked the 'Y' before it got to cooled. Ryan had never done that, so we were glad we hiked it before we leave Provo.

Tyler is holding his bottle- (most of the time). It is cute because he is learning what the bottle is and when we are preparing it he knows what is coming and he gets antsy for it. Kyle my brother has been a huge help while Ryan has been gone. He is so good with the baby and a great support to me. Thanks Kyle!

The Farmers that picked our pumpkin :)

This is a cake I made for my friends birthday. She said she wanted oreo, so that is what I did.

I tried to get lots of pictures of my mom and Ty because I haven't in the past. I love when my mom is here. She is one of my best friends and one of Tyler's biggests fans.

My mom brought up this bath for Tyler. It is great because we were bathing him in the sink, but he is getting big and bath time was getting harder and harder. This bath was rating number one for some time. It holds him up and has different places for him to sit depending on how big he is. it is much easier for him to kick and play, which he loves.

He is learning about his tongue and fascinated by it. He blows bubbles- that has been his newest thing lately :)

Daddy and Mommy with our little man. We are proud parents.

Here is Tyler and his 'T'. He is 4 months 11.17. We have a doctors appt. on Wed and I will post his measurements. I think it is so interesting how much they grow and change at this young age. I love it!

I don't know how had more fun this week, Tyler or Grandma.

This time of year helps remind me to be grateful for everything I have been given. I am grateful for the testimony I have in my Savior Jesus Christ and the sacrifice he made for me. I am grateful for my Heavenly Father and the love he bestows upon me with all the blessings I have be given. I love my family. Being a family of three has made me so happy and I am so proud of my two boys. I am grateful for my wonderful husband. He has worked so hard- this is his 8th year of college and in those years he has been become refined and shaped into such a incredible person. I am so proud of him and have been right by his side in his difficulties and triumphs. In my eyes, he deserves everything and I hope he is blessed with a job in which he loves (graduates next month with dual masters degree). Keep us in your prayers as we are on the hunt for jobs.

Happy Boy

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Mostly... he is just a fun, happy little guy.

Me and my bud. He really has turned out to be my little bud. We are always together and forming quite the fun relationship. I love that he knows his mom!

Here is Tyler's room, including the changing table that my dad made for Ty. Whenever Tyler is in it he loves to look at the wood and run his hands across it. I think he knows that his Grandad made it special for him. I love the table on the side. It is removalable so I can put it on either side. My dad is such a good craftsmen.
We put the hat that my brother Ian got for him above his table as well. There are a few gifts that we received that are special to me, that Tyler will appreciate as time goes by. I like that I have the hat and changing table with each other.

I have liked how his room has turned out. He'll probably end up with a slightly different room once we move in a few months. I'll be sad to say goodbye to this one.

I still love his crib and set- those are two special gifts as well.

We love the swing and the vibrator (what Ty is in). He likes sleeping in both if he is having a hard time sleeping/not feeling well, or if he is calming down getting ready to nap.

Happy 3 Months Tyler

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Tyler weighs now 14.12 lbs and is 25.5 inches long.
79% in weight
92% in height
The doctor was surprised how fast he grew. So were we.
(I went to the doctors yesterday because we didn't know if he was sick, that is how we know his stats. Ty is fine)

Tyler's accomplishments:
- Responds to Mom and Dad by smiling when we come into the room
- Starting to laugh
- Loves to play with Daddy
- Sleeps 12 hours a night
- Holds his head up pretty well

I had fun the other day and took some pictures of him with a black background. When ever I pull out the camera Ryan tells Tyler, "poor kid!" :)

He loves sitting in the Bumbo, especially around the time that I am cooking dinner. He just sits and watches me. He looks like such a big boy sitting up.

He still loves bath time. It is always a picture perfect moment when he is in his bath :) Ty finds beat boxing so funny and whenever Ryan makes those sounds it makes him laugh. He also tries to copy Ryan with his mouth.

It is crazy to think that Tyler is already 3 months old, but when Ryan and I say, "only three months ago we didn't have Tyler" we can't believe he hasn't been in our lives forever. We love being parents and Tyler is a perfect baby for us. We feel so lucky he is in our lives.

Being a family, the best dad in the world, and taking too m any pictures

2010-10-05T21:12:00.000-07:00

Ryan is the best Dad in the world. He loves his little guy so much. I have loved becoming a family of three. We are all in it together and love being with one another. Nothing beats US.

So I got a new phone, which is dangerous b/c it has an awesome camera in it... which means, I am taking pictures constantly. I have always liked taking pictures and now I have the ability to do so at my finger tips every second of the day... I have been loving it :)!

Tyler is getting stronger and keeps his head up much better and if you position him just right, he can sit up on his own. Although, that doesn't last long :)

Halloween his coming... I can't wait! Now that we have a kid, holidays will come alive in a new and different way. How fun!

What we've been up to

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During the day Hillary and I hang out with our little buddies. They are less than 2 weeks apart. It is so fun having a friend that has a baby the same age as mine. We go on walks, bake, talk, watch movies together. I am really grateful for her friendship.

Tyler is the happiest little boy. He loves hanging out with Mom all day. I have never found anything I love to do full time, but now that I am Mom, I have finally found what I love.

This is right before a morning walk, we try to go on one everyday.

Kyle loves coming over and being with Ty. When I was pregnant Kyle would come and sit in his nursery and talk to me about his excitement about his nephew. Tyler is a lot like Kyle- he loves people and is just happy to be alive. I feel like my brothers have a special connection with my little guy. I find traits in Tyler that my brothers have. I love it.

Next to Ryan and I, my mom spends the most amount of time with Tyler and yet I have very few pictures with her with Ty. I need to take more. We really appreciate all my parents help and love. It has been so neat to see them with him.

I will post a picture of the changing table my dad made for Tyler. It is beautiful. I think Ty knows it is from his Grandad because he is always so happy when we put him on it.

Great Grandma and Tyler. It was really fun being with her and seeing her with my baby.

I was able to surprise my best friend and be at her wedding in San Diego. She looked absolutely beautiful. I am so happy for her and her husband Robert.

He loves his bath, many times he almost falls asleep in it. It's pretty cute.

We hiked and the trees are changing, it is so nice to be outside.

Thank you to everyone that celebrated our little boy at his blessing. You are all special to us, thank you for coming and taking time out of your day and traveling.

Look forward to....

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Our internet has been really slow... so posting it nearly impossible and has failed several times in my attempts. I will do it later, but to remind myself, I'll create this post.

- Ty's favorite place to be, Grandad's Changing Table
- Hiking in the fall
- Trip to see Grandma and Grandad's
- Ty's first mini laugh

I hope everyone is doing well and enjoying the fall weather approaching.

Ryan and I are doing wonderful. We always post about the baby and not much about us. I love being a Mom. It is better than anything I could have ever imagined. Tyler is beginning to smile and 'talk' lots. It is so much fun to play with him. Ryan loves being Dad so much he is ready for another. He is finishing his thesis, which he feels will never end. He is having a few job interview in CA this week and is looking forward finishing up his last semester. He says 8 years is enough for him. (now, hopefully this will post and won't be erased.)

9 weeks old

2010-09-19T16:39:00.000-07:00

Ty had his 2 month check up. He is healthy and growing. Here are his stats

85% weight: 13.4 lbs
80% height: 24 inches
43% head circumference

Tyler's Blessing

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Me and my little guy

Auntie Kelly

We had a great weekend. Both our parents came into town along with friends. Thank you for everyone that was apart of this special day.

Pictures from Kimmy

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Snap me a Smile Photography.
http://snapmeasmile.blogspot.com

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Thank you Kimmy
I would recommend her. Go to her website to see more!

http://snapmeasmile.blogspot.com

Family Pictures and Newborn Pictures

2010-08-28T12:40:00.000-07:00

Janice took our pictures and they turned out great. Thanks Janice!

Saying good bye to New Jersey

2010-08-19T19:11:00.000-07:00

We had to say good bye to our pool and BBQ area. We will miss it, but are happy to return to Provo and vacation to San Diego in the mean time. We already miss our friends that we met in Korman Communities, but look forward to reuniting with those in Utah.

Grandma and Grandad, I'll be seeing you soon!

2010-08-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

Mom and Dad, here are a few pictures of our little guy. I made it to Friday. Mom, I've been really missing you. I appreciated you coming before you left, but now I have even more of an appreciation for all the help you did :) Here are video's of Ty talking, sitting up and smiling:

Videos of our little guy

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Ty's growing up!

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Tyler is now tracking our voices and things he see's. It is crazy how fast they grow up!

Uncle Ian and Aunt Whitney

2010-08-09T07:58:00.001-07:00

We are so happy Ian and Whitney came to visit. Tyler loved them. And we loved spending time with them! It was so fun sharing our little boy with them. It was hard for me to say good bye when they had to leave. We have be so grateful to be out here in the east to be close to them. We are really going to miss them.

They got Ty this little Boston Red Sox's hat. I remember Ian with a hat most of his life and now Tyler will be reminded of his Uncle Ian in Boston by his little hat. There are many people I hope my little boy takes after, his Uncle Ian is one of the persons I hope he picked up a few traits from and is like.

Ian and Whitney also got us this picture frame that we can imprint Tyler's hand or foot into. I am excited to do this as it will capture him when he is little and we'll always have a keepsake of his first month. And then we got the Ninga from them. It is this blender/food processor. I will be able to make my own baby food, along with having a very convenient appliance for my kitchen for everyday. Thank you Ian and Whitney! You had such good ideas, we love them!

Ian asked if he could take him home... I am not ready for that yet though :)

It was fun that Ty's first company was family. Thanks for coming!

Statue of Liberty

2010-08-09T07:23:00.001-07:00

On Friday Ryan, my mom and I went to the Statue of Liberty on the New Jersey side. It was beautiful! After taking a walk and seeing the Lady we went and found some benches by the water and fed Ty. I love this picture of Ryan. I love the picture it self, but it captures Ryan as being Daddy. No matter how busy, he always loves being with his little boy. He loves being Dad. I am so grateful for his help and the family we have together.

This is Manhattan and the Statue of Liberty is to the right. It was so pretty. I loved being here as it was much more peaceful than being in the actual city.

My mom leaves tomorrow. I am sad to see her go. I will miss her company and also the huge help she has been. She has been here since before I gave birth to Tyler. I loved that she was here while I was still pregnant and I could experience those last days with her and then experience the first month with her grandson. She has helped so much with the baby, meals, housekeeping... everything. Thank you Mom!

3 weeks

2010-08-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

Tyler is defiantly growing up and getting bigger. We don't know how much be weighs. Last Tue he was 8.2. We measured him and he is now 21 inches long. He is started to smile and "ah" and "coo". It is so cute! I love that he is getting more interactive. I can't believe how fast he is growing up!

Delivery Story Pictures

2010-08-03T13:39:00.000-07:00

Here is a picture of me the day I went in to the hospital to be induced.

Thursday night it started out not too bad of playing cards and eating ice chips and suckers.

This is talking to my Dad right before I went into the operating room Saturday to deliver the baby. (Notice my hands and face... everything blew up, I could barely hold onto the phone my hands were so big.)

Ryan scrubbed up ready for the operating room and me excited to have an end in site.

I have ankles again and I am waiting for my hands and the rest of my body to completely go down. I can't wait to be able to fit my wedding ring on again.

Ty's Birth Story

2010-08-02T13:56:00.000-07:00

Ryan posted most of what happened...I'll fill in a few of the gaps. Wednesday, July 14th I had a doctors appointment for my last check up. The doctor thought an induction would be appropriate because I was getting very swollen and thought my baby was pretty big; he didn't want to wait any longer being afraid I would not be able to get him out naturally.

So Thursday the 15th at 7pm I went to the hospital to be put on Servidil. That next morning, Friday, I woke up and my cervix had softened to 80% effacement. I was then put on Pitocin. I was a little nervous about it because I knew that it would probably put me into labor; and who wouldn't be a little nervous about that?!

So, we watched movies... and basically laid in bed all day long. But...no contractions. It was a rough day as I am one to not like lying around and I get very antsy. It was emotional as I was ready to hold my baby but there was no progress toward labor. By the end of the day my doctor came in and said I should be a "crazy women" by now because my contractions should be so intense (I was maxed out on Pitocin). Uterine activity was going on (like a menstrual cramp), but no uterine contractions.

From there the doctor gave me three choices: 1) hHe would do a C-Section that night, 2) keep me on Pitocin until I go into labor, or 3) take me off Pitocin and start all over again.

I wanted to give myself the full opportunity to go into labor and they said that the third option would be the most likely to do it if it were going to happen.

So, I went off Pitocin and back on Servidill (a suppository to help soften the cervix).

One of the hardest parts was I couldn't eat this entire time. By the end of the entire experience I went from Thursday night until Sunday morning without anything but liquids.

Anyway, that night, Saturday at 12:45 am I woke up and had to pee SOO bad. At the hospital I was hooked up to 2 monitors on my tummy, a blood pressure cuff, and an IV. I stood up to go to the bathroom and I all of a sudden felt like a 3 year old. I could see the toilet a couple feet away, but knew it was not possible to hold it. It was hilarious! I was also on sleeping medication, so I was half out of it. Within seconds I tried to rationalize my best options: call the nurses station (no, there was no time for that); run to the bathroom and pull everything with me or yank everything out of the sockets (no, that could be painful and a bit pricey); or... yep, just pee. I couldn't help it, even as hard as I held it, it just came right out. I couldn't believe I was peeing on the hospital floor. And then seconds later there came this huge 'gush!' My mom woke up and said, "Michelle, your water just broke!" I tried to convince her that I peed and she tried to tell me it was my water breaking. The nurse came in and asked what was going on. She tested the fluid and we discovered there was about a gallons worth of amniotic fluid all over the floor. Luckily, I still had to pee... and I could go. I don't know if I was more relived that my water broke or if I didn't pee all over the hospital floor :)

In the morning the Servidil was taken out and I was started back on Pitocin. By now I had gone more than one day on IV fluids and was swelling up like a beached whale. I felt discouraged and uncomfortable. The entire day continued as the previous one. At about 4PM I was checked for the last time and I had not dilated any and there was no further progress in my effacement past 80%. With my water broken we were racing the clock. A C-Section was than scheduled to get our little guy out.

I was never really expecting a specific way my son should be born. I have always had a feeling I would have a C-Section and I was blessed early on in my pregnancy to trust my doctors. I was not worried about the operation and knew there was good medical staff looking over me and helping me make decisions.

The operating room was cold. When I was getting the Spinal I was scared. For some reason I was overwhelmed with the first moments of Ryan and I meeting years ago and the sweet love we had for each other way back then. The thought of our love and the what was about to happen, bringing our first son into this world gave me peace. I began to cry while I received the Spinal, not out of fear but the beauty of what was about to happen. I am grateful for that experience.

I was nervous about them cutting me open. About 3 minutes after I laid down they told me the incision was made. Ryan was brought in and about 5+ minutes after that, Tyler was born.

Ryan was great during the operation. He talked to me as it was difficult to not concentrate on what was going on. We didn't know that Ty would be born so fast and while we were talking we heard this cry/screech. We both looked at each other questioning if that was our little guy. Then the doctor said, where is the camera?! We couldn't believe it was so fast. Then we heard him crying more. It was overwhelming to hear his cry and to realize that I was now a Mom. It took another 20 minutes for me to be stitched up. I will always remember the first time I saw him. He was wide awake and just stared at me. Ryan was on fire and was so grateful he could bond with Tyler for the first few hours while I was in recovery.

The hospital experience was wonderful. I have been so touched by the love and support I received by all the doctors, nurses and staff. I loved looking forward to my baby being brought back to me every time he was taken to the nursery or out to be checked.

The whole experience is one that I wouldn't want to trade. I am grateful I was induced as I wouldn't want to know what would have happened if we waited longer to start the process. As Ryan said earlier, Tyler was anterior or "sunny side up" which would have made it very difficult or impossible to have passed him. My mom had an emergency C-Section and I am grateful it ended planned and controlled. I am also grateful for my faith and the ability we have to have peace from our Father in Heaven and know that we will be taken care of, especially things that are out of our control. I know that he cares and looked after our family as our son was brought into this world.

My first two weeks

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2 week picture. Mom and Dad take a picture by this 'T' each week/month to show how much I've grown. I was 8.1 lbs when I was born. I was discharged at 7.4 lbs and now I am 8.2 lbs.

Me and Mommy after my first real bath after my umbilical chord fell off. I love bath time!

Mommy loves me so much and nothing comforts me better than Mom. Mom loves that about me!

Look at the difference between these two pictures with my hat and no hat. It is almost like I am two different babies.

Daddy's little boy

California boy! Thanks Sandi for this cute outfit

Nice and Strong

One week

Like Father Like Son

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Tyler Ryan

Ryan Scott

Tyler Ryan

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Holding Daddy's hand just minutes old.

We are so grateful my mom is here, she is the best help and such a support.

Ryan is such a help, he is the best Dad. He loves his little guy and Ty loves being with Ryan.

Here is my little boy. He is an absolute joy. I will blog about the whole experience later, I am exhausted, this is the first time I've been on the computer. But wanted to show everyone pictures.

He Is Here!

2010-07-18T16:41:00.000-07:00

At 5:55 p.m. on Saturday, July 17th, baby "Tyler" has arrived. He weighs 8 lbs 1 oz, is 20.5 inches long, and was delivered by c-section. As you might know, Michelle went in for an induction on Thursday night. She was given Cervidil all night long, and put on pitocin all day Friday, but the contractions would not come. Friday night we began the Cervidil again, and continued with Pitocin for most of the day on Saturday. By 4:00 p.m. we decided to call it and go for the c-section.

We later found out that the baby was "sunny-side up" and stuck in the birth canal. If you take a good look, you can see he has a pretty good sized "cone head." I'm sure Michelle will want to blog much more on this, but I wanted to send out the update.

Meeting our Son!!!

2010-07-15T06:58:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow we'll meet our son and I can't wait! Yesterday I had my last appt. and my doctor said that we'll go forward in with an induction starting tonight. My baby is big and just getting bigger and he wants to make sure he'll come out. The baby is in position and full term.

Tonight I go in to start and tomorrow morning at 7AM they'll start me on pitocin, if I don't naturally go into labor with the hormones they'll give me tonight.

Wish us luck! Sunday we'll be coming home with our baby. I can't believe it and I can't wait!

Statue of Liberty

2010-07-09T13:11:00.001-07:00

It was awesome to be on the pedestal and see the view of NYC

This is the original torch

July 4th weekend we went to New York and saw the Statue of Liberty. It was nice to be able to go there on such a time as Independence Day.

We also visted Manhattan again and went to Brooklyn. We (well, I) wanted original Brooklyn pizza... that was a mistake. Once we arrived we walked about 5 blocks before Ryan decided we needed to turn around because it was so unsafe. Before we got back on the subway I really needed to use the restroom. We didn't recognize many places, except for a KFC. We figured that would be safe. I went into the bathroom and quickly came out (without using it b/c it looked like it had never been cleaned) and at the same time Ryan said, "We need to get out of here!" and then whispered, "Look at the cash register!!" The entire front of the restaurant where you order was shielded by a bullet proof glass, with a slot to pass money through and a speaker to speak to the one taking the order (just like you would see at a bank).
Ryan kept saying all the way to the Subway... "at a KFC! We need to get out of here." Luckily we made it to the Subway unharmed.
When we were on the Subway headed to Brooklyn we asked a girl next to us where a good place was to eat Pizza in Brooklyn. She quickly responded, "I don't know, I am a Manhattan girl and not from Brooklyn." I really didn't know what that meant... but now, I do.

Getting close

2010-06-22T12:39:00.000-07:00

Today I am 36 weeks and a few day... only 25 days to go!

These are a few of my favorite things I've been told while pregnant:

1. 26 weeks along:
60 year old lady: "Hey Fatty"
Michelle: "Excuse me"
60 year old lady: "Hey Fatty"

2. 34 weeks along: Middle aged women
"Wow, you're about to pop!"

3. 36 weeks along: Old man in 80's
"Twins or triplets?!"

Luckily, I have found these quite comical, although, there have been other things I have not- oh, the sensitivity of pregnancy :)

Salem, MA

2010-06-22T12:30:00.001-07:00

We went to visit Ian and Whitney in MA this weekend and had a great time. Saturday morning we went to garage sales and to the Boston temple. Then we drove up to Salem, MA where the famous witch trials were. We toured a witch museum and saw different sites. It was a nice day and we refreshed ourselves with delicious ice cream. This place had huge servings- my kiddie serving defiantly wasn't little! We drove home and then went kayaking on a river close to their house. That was a lot of fun, we really enjoyed it. It is fun that the Dawson's have a kayak and lots of rivers and lakes around. It was beautiful. We followed by getting a bite to eat and then went home and made smores. We called it a day and shortly after went to bed.

Father's Day

2010-06-22T12:18:00.000-07:00

It was fun celebrating Father's Day for Ryan this year. We went up to MA this weekend to visit Ian and Whitney and didn't get home until about 7pm. Before we left I had Ryan get the GPS ready while I stayed in the house "getting a few last things" and set these out so when we got back Sunday night it was out on the table for a little fun surprise. He wasn't expecting it, so that made me happy.

Ryan needed some dress shirts for work and I found designer baby outfits for $7 so I got ones to coordinate with Ryan's shirts so we can take daddy son pictures.

I made this candy bouquet with a group of women from church- there is this very creative lady and I have been having fun learning things from her.

Happy Father's day to Ryan and my Dad- the two men I look up to and love the most in my life. Without them I would be missing most of the things I treasure. Thank you for all that you two do, I hope you had a wonderful day.